I am about to take a huge step in my life. One that will relieve a certain kind of stress. But with this step comes a great wave of uncertainty. Will I be able to meet my goals? This picture, I feel, is appropriate to the situation. I'm stepping foot into a cold and harsh world. One that is unforgiving as mother nature. I've thrown caution to the wind and realized that I need to take a risk- for my own sanity as well as for my own success. The finishing line is within my reach. I feel like I've desperately fallen behind and I'm scrambling to finish in order to begin my life. This decision was necessary, and in retrospect, has made a huge difference in the way I feel about myself. The future is suddenly brighter and this smirk certainly won't fade anytime soon.
I don't think the world is as harsh as you put it... but, maybe that's just because I'm surrounded by such a wonderful and supporting group of friends... to have these great people in my life... I can't see how a world is harsh.
ReplyDeleteBut, I digress... I'm really glad your future is not dim anymore... and remember bro... even if you end up going down a wrong path... you still young and have lots of people there with you to help you find your way again!
::two thumbs up::
May you soon find yourself where you want to be... where you belong (even if not in my arms' embrace... MWAH HA HA HA HA HA!).
Aw babe, we were both at our wits end with it, so even I feel better about the future now. I remember you having a long quote about risk on your myspace..sometimes it really is necessary and then you find that things have a way of working themselves out without you having to try so hard.
ReplyDeleteWe'll see what happens. Together. <3